Vixie's Creative Excitement

Restarts

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 02:43:33 GMT

SO, i have decided to start writing here again...why?...a place to vent and think mostly..

today has been relatively okay busy but okay...

i have been rather mentally fusterated and basically pent up with my own disastrous thoughts...your confused, its okay...basically what i am trying to say, is...i have been so busy that i have not been able to relieve any 'dark feelings' (anger, etc) in my normal routine...which is art (drawing, painting, crocheting etc)...

well busyness is not the only reason...also, anytime i start something, i kindof throw myself into it...which then becomes problematic for my husband and mother and thus they get upset with me...its rather aggravating to know that i could be less of a rollercoaster mentally if i was able to do my outlet....

it doesnt help right now that i am mentally going thru alot of things...like i am kindof glad that i lost my insurance and go see my regular doctor for womens health, becuase i have been rather 'nervous' about talking to him about getting a hysterectomy...i think it may be due to my thoughts of them 'judging me'...i know its silly and just ridiculous, but its...whats been in my head...whereas going to the HD, they dont know me, i never deal with them, and its like a complete stranger and thus...i dont give a fly what they care...im also concerned about how to pay for it, if the insurance decides that it is not benifical, and yet, it would be...

i just...want to feel better, to stop having all the pain...to not have to worry about destroying peoples lives again...an that is basically what i have done most of my life...or at least been massivley told

i have destroyed my fathers world due to my being born and destroying all his dreams

i have destroyed my mothers life due to dealing with my father all these years, preventing her from the happiness she craves, and spending so much of her life on me, (which is rather wasteful)

i have destroyed my husbands life, by basically being present..by exposing him to the hazards of my world and family

i feel most days like shit, because of all of the above, and how i am not a great mother to my daughter, or wife to my husband, or even daughter to my mother...i want to be this person, i wake up every morning striving mentally to be thus...i crave it in my blood...however...this is not my role...and tho this is much disagreed upon in my house...it is not my role...i am my mothers daughter...i am my daughters sister...and most days i feel like the daughter to my husband who in many respects is like my father..and that is just due to the roaming environment that is created in my home....when i try to be the person i want to be, i am knocked down and degraded or condemned...

and yet i am the only one who supposingly believes this...

i go now...my hands stumble a little more each time i type and thus tiredness is kicking in

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 23:31:34 GMT

you make people feel like shit...especially today...

if i would have tried the makeup on you first...you would have been excited an liked the way it looks...but because i tried it on me first...i always seem to be scary looking or have done something wrong...

todays: twas the scary version, and how i am scaring ariella, tho that is not a reason as to why she is crying...

you are a bitch today...you made marian cry because of your sick twisted amusement which is never really funny...but only to you...sometimes i think you like to bring people that kind of painful misery...

an now i have to try and lift my spirits and lick my wounds, otherwise you will recognize the hurt and then other shit will occur...

some days you make me sick and wish i was far away...

Anger management solutions

Wed, 27 Jun 2007 15:59:38 GMT

When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it.

A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude!

When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up.

I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call him up and yell, "You're an asshole!" It always cheered me up.

When Caller ID was introduced, I thought my therapeutic 'asshole' calling would have to stop. So, I called his number and said, "Hi, this is John Smith from the telephone company. I'm calling to see if you're familiar with our Caller ID Program?" He yelled "NO!" and slammed down the phone. I quickly called him back and said, "That's because you're an asshole!" and hung up.

One day I was at the store, getting ready to pull into a parking spot. Some guy in a black BMW cut me off and pulled into the spot I had patiently waited for. I hit the horn and yelled that I'd been waiting for that spot, but the idiot ignored me. I noticed a "For Sale" sign in his back window, so I wrote down his number. A couple of days later, right after calling the first asshole (I had his number on speed dial,) I thought that I should call the BMW asshole, too.

I said, "Is this the man with the black BMW for sale?" He said, "Yes, it is." I asked, "Can you tell me where I can see it?" He said, "Yes, I live at 34 Oaktree Blvd, in Fairfax. It's a yellow ranch, and the car's parked right out in front."

I asked, "What's your name?" He said, "My name is Don Hansen," I asked, "When's a good time to catch you, Don?" He said, "I'm home every evening after five."

I said, "Listen, Don, can I tell you something?"

He said, "Yes?"

I said, "Don, you're an asshole!"

Then I hung up, and added his number to my speed dial, too.

Now, when I had a problem, I had two assholes to call.

Then I came up with an idea. I called asshole #1. He said, "Hello." I said, "You're an asshole!" (But I didn't hang up.) He asked, "Are you still there?" I said, "Yeah," He screamed, "Stop calling me!!!" I said, "Make me!!!" He asked, "Who are you?" I said, "My name is Don Hansen." He said, "Yeah? Where do you live?" I said, "Asshole, I live at 34 Oaktree Blvd, in Fairfax, a yellow ranch, I have a black Beamer parked in front." He said, "I'm coming over right now, Don, and you had better start saying your prayers." I said, "Yeah, like I'm really scared, asshole," and hung up.

Then I called Asshole #2. He said, "Hello?" I said, "Hello, asshole," He yelled, "If I ever find out who you are..." I said, "You'll what?" He exclaimed, "I'll kick your ass!!!" I answered, "Well, asshole, here's your chance. I'm coming over right now."

Then I hung up and immediately called the police, saying that I lived at 34 Oaktree Blvd, in Fairfax, and that I was on my way over there to kill my gay lover.

Then I called Channel 9 News about the gang war going down on Oaktree Blvd. in Fairfax.

I quickly got into my car and headed over to Fairfax. I got there just in time to watch two assholes beating the crap out of each other in front of six cop cars, an overhead news helicopter and surrounded by a news crew.

NOW I feel much better. Anger management really does work!

randomness

Tue, 12 Jun 2007 16:22:05 GMT

i have really nothing of major importance to speak about so here is just a ramble of the events in the world...

Type your cut contents here.

well i have been plagued recently by a horrible viral throat infection...it has caused basically a small hole in the side of my throat...and the doctors dont do anything but give me meds that cost 36$ and tell me to gargle and spit it out...WTF...so ya...it still hasnt gone away...and it hurts to basically live...cuz it is bothersome to swallow, chew, etc...which is part of everyday...and thus live...

work is good...different...i feel sometimes as tho an outcast tho i am not surprised for i am the only white girl all the rest are foreign kids...so ya...but there are several that are married and with kids so that is comforting to those aspects...

anyways i shall let you be now...for people are wanting this computer..bies

OMG I FOUND THE HOTTEST ASIAN VIDEO

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 16:36:51 GMT

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE SAYING....BUT THEY ARE HOTT...TIS 2 ASIANS DANCING TOGETHER AND DOING NAUGTY TEASING THINGS...

I watch this and think of katie and Polar Bear (aka. Brian)...lol...tis said...

GO WATCH:

http://youtube.com/watch?v=8fF_d-Cn-d4&mode=related&search=

it has Aya matsuura　 & 　Miki fujimoto

Random Tired Nothingness of life

Fri, 16 Mar 2007 04:32:01 GMT

I am
bones creaking with each vitale movement
groans emiting from chapped lips
screams rampaging from the walls of life

I am
unheard by others
ignored by my captor
no traces found dangling on a breath

I am
what can be found everywhere
i do not discriminate
exceptions are not granted

I am
what haunts the dreams
the reason why sleep is lost
unforgiving to all who know me

I hold you captive
Lead you astray to confusion
Life is unbalanced due to me

OMG>>>SO MUCH WOOTNESS

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 15:28:50 GMT

So...yesterday...i got HIT ON by a LESB in the ELEVATOR...

how cool is that

so the details...

was in the classroom building about to take the elevator up to 4th floor to use the curteousy fon...

got on with this other girl, she had blond hair fairly long in a ponytail...and was wearing a soft green coat....kina soft butchy looking...pretty tho...

her: i love your bag, its so cool with the pentagram...where did you get it
me: oh, i found it at Big lots a long time ago, got it for fairly cheap like 3$ i think...
her: cool, cool...is your coat one of those big heavy duty work coats
me: ya, i stole it from my father ...i absolutely love this coat, its warm
her: i stole things from my dad too, but usually a flannel or something
me: ah, ya, i also stole a huge pair of overall things...i live in those every year...
her: aw, a womens way to my heart...u can steal mine any time...

lol....i thought it was cool...perked me up some...

however it is my fault, for im lazy and dont try, and am always just wearing jeans with a t-shirt and my hair pulled back...

tis crazyness...i look like such the dyke daily...gwahr

The greatness of Preacher Bob

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 17:19:55 GMT

so, was walking with tim (holding hands) across campus to the parking lot to leave...preacher bob was out and talking...first was about girls and their boobs hanging out of their shirts and how things are wrong, but not taken care of or spoken about...

so was walking and lookin at bob as he spoke...about wrong things...

bob: "another thing thats wrong is pre-marital holding of hands"

he said that while looking at tim and i...

my response that i told him : "um, were married..."

ha ha...it was funny, he got tight lipped, and went on about other pre-marital things...

IN YOUR FACE PREACHER BOB!!!

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 04:51:51 GMT

so...the unky patwix has been caught seen here in town...yays...the ari got to play with his hair and glasses...massive cutels...

got to spend some small time with tony...got to meet his friend, which made me feel rather special...for reasons unknown to all...also tony, how old is said friend, they look rather young...no offense...

got to be spending lots of time (well by my book and his lack thereof)...with the darwin...got to go out browsing for clothes...made of happy wootness

took ari to an indian pow wow today, for the hell of it, plus wanted her to see part of her other culture...since shes 1.16th cherokee on my side...

um, not much else really going on...

found out tonight that i now have to find more childcare watchings for the ari, cuz mom wont recover from surgery as quick as she expected...which by the way is on tues the 17th, and for those that dont know...its a hystorectomy and complete ovarian removal due to her cervic cancer...so ya..not sure how gonna do that...gonna b missin nuff class over the next couple of days, neways...

so, ya...lots to do and no time...

neways bies...give a holla if ya want...dont blame ya for not

plus i subscribe to this really cool forum on makeup, and this was the coolest and had to share...

one girls take on anime eyes

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 16:23:07 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
ladybug4 goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as punk go go dancer.
aldearis gives you 7 purple spearmint-flavoured gumdrops.
blizzardblossom gives you 7 teal evil-flavoured jawbreakers.
elfkinelfkin gives you 1 red-orange chocolate-flavoured wafers.
ffxfanboy gives you 18 softly glowing peach-flavoured pieces of taffy.
gfpaperboy gives you 2 milky white peach-flavoured wafers.
misteratheister tricks you! You lose 29 pieces of candy!
phgriever gives you 11 white spearmint-flavoured gumdrops.
tangrid tricks you! You lose 4 pieces of candy!
tenshinogisei gives you 16 milky white chocolate-flavoured wafers.
timthescarred gives you 9 teal apple-flavoured gummy bats.
ladybug4 ends up with 38 pieces of candy.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

new pics of ari and fam

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 12:53:50 GMT

LITTLE SKEPTICAL BOUT THIS

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 04:09:06 GMT

hey, was looking at the news tonight an noticed something interesting...how ever it raised some skepticism and arose questions in my mind....so im curious as to what any of you may think....also would u buy and consume meat if u new that the company applied this to its product?

FDA says viruses safe for treating meat
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060819/ap_on_he_me/edible_viruses

here are some of my questions:
1. so we know that the bacterium is within our systems naturally, but will it cause physiological problems by increasing the amount within our system?
2. viruses or even bacteriophages react differently when their mode of transfer/infection is different than what is optimum, what is there prefered mode of transfer? is it going to cause a different problem with this mode of transfer, say orally?
3. is this virus able to cause other problems in the body, such as infecting the wrong cells, like say it starts tryin to take over the microflora within our g.i?

i have many more questions, and maybe im the only one who cares and questions due to working in a research lab that involves microbiology and intestinal microflora....and i look at such organisms...

so ya....i think i may go back to my original ideas of being a vegetarian...

THE Tirade begins AGAIN

Sat, 05 Aug 2006 13:12:09 GMT

so..if u havent heard yet...mother yesterday was given a call, by the medical department, whom notified her that she has cancer again...

she recently went in for her yearly screening, and they just got the test results back that came positive...

this means a couple things:
-she has a 2nd positive for cervic cancer
-the tests before were positive, then not, which means it may have hid and now has been allowed to rumage for the past year
-she will get the medical attention to fix it
-possibly get a hysterectomy...

so ya...

mother will again go back to her depreseive state..

BREAKFAST OF BABIES

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 15:18:22 GMT

-blueberry flavored pancakes
-eggs
-mixed fruit juice

**ari has decided that she does not need no stinkin baby food, and she is going to skip it and go strait to table food...REAL food...

my little girl is eating with the big kids now

oh, and she got the whole crawling thing figured now, with both legs and arms...

Finally

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 02:16:35 GMT

Ariella finally is now crawling...

she dont quite hav the hand leg concept completely down yet, but that takes time, but she moves now...

yay

oh, an shes now 6mos an 2wks or so

SINCE ITS FUNNY>>>ILL SHARE

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 18:17:21 GMT

Dear Mrs. Fenton,

Over the past six months, your husband, Mr. Bill Fenton has been using

quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this type of behavior

and have considered banning the entire family From shopping in any of our

stores.

We have documented all incidents on our video surveillance equipment. Three

of our clerks are attending counseling from the trouble your husband has

caused. All complaints against Mr. Fenton have been compiled and are listed

below.

Mr. Wally President and CEO

K-Mart Complaint Department

-------------------------------------------------------------------

MEMO

Re: Mr. Bill Fenton - Complaints - 15 Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while

his spouse/partner is shopping:

1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts

when they weren't looking.

2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute

intervals.

3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to The rest

rooms.

4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, 'Code

3' in housewares..... and watched what happened.

5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and asked to put a bag of M&M's on lay

away.

6. September 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. September 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told other

shoppers he'd invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding

department.

8. September 23: When a clerk asks if they can help him, he begins to cry

and asks Why can't you people just leave me alone?'

9. October 4: Looked right into the security camera; used it as a mirror,

and picked his nose.

10. November 10: While handling guns in the hunting department, asked the

clerk if he knows where the antidepressants are.

11. December 3: Darted around the store suspiciously loudly humming the

"Mission Impossible" theme.

12. December 6: In the auto department, practiced his "Madonna look" using

different size funnels.

13. December 18: Hid in a clothing rack and when people browse through,

yelled "PICK ME!" "PICK ME!"

14. December 21: When an announcement came over the loud speaker, he assumes

the foetal position and screams "NO! NO! It's those voices again!!!!"

(And; last, but not least!)

15. December 23: Went into a fitting room, shut the door and waited a

while; then, yelled, very loudly, "There is no toilet paper in here!"

did you know that you can now easily add a photo

Mon, 19 Jun 2006 03:20:27 GMT

thats what it says...the world is becoming so damned idiot friendly...so im not anna, but tihs is her jounal...for i HIJACKED IT...MWAHHAHAHHAHAHHA*hack**cough*HAHA...ok...im done....

STFU BITCH

Wed, 31 May 2006 01:29:52 GMT

okay...DO NOT CALL ME DOWN TO HELP...JUST TO YELL AT ME...an call me a fucking know it all...FUCK U BITCH...

u call me downstairs to figure out what is going wrong..an within 5mins u tell me that this piece has to b there, tell me to hook this thing up which i tell u goes to the stairs, for me to tell u it requires a clear plastic piece...then i tell u that it doesnt always need it to work, the ones at work never required it and they were like these...u then get huffy with me tell me im wrong, and behaving like a know it all...i tell u to shut up, cuz i did it for 3yrs, which does mean THAT I KNOW JUST A LITTLE OF SOMETHING...

just like u were a bitch earlier, when i asked u if u were going to use something to clean up the spots, an if so that u should use a little vinegar...THEN U GO OFF ABOUT HOW IT WILL MAKE THE HOUSE SMELL AN NOT WORK....again...FUCK U...ive been working with professionals who get paid to do this shit...NOT U...so i THINK I KNOW WHAT IM SAYING....

i got compliments always on my carpets being CLEAN AND FREE OF STAINS....so...FUCK OFF

QUESTION

Mon, 29 May 2006 18:26:26 GMT

I have a question for everyone, it contains 3 parts...please answer for im really curioius about opinions...

A: if you jus met someone, are you more likely to date them or directly jump into a relationship? Would either option make you feel like a whore, if so which?

B: do you believe that when ur older, that u are required to have sex with the newfound person (from above question) within the first week of knowing them.

C: do you believe that sex should determine whether the relationship goes or not?

Thu, 25 May 2006 16:36:10 GMT

hey tony...was thinkin...an like based off of the knowledge of what timmy was making based on hours and wage... if you managed ur money correctly you should b able to save money for next semseter of noc...

if you make say 300 a paycheck (min. amount)... every 2 wks...that puts u at rughly 600 a mon...and if u spend only 300 cuz fod and bills..then u can sav 300...an give couple months, cuz u dont have to pay til sept...starting june...thats 3-4 months...an thats like 900-1200 and thats alot...specially if u dont take a full load..

U_U

Sun, 21 May 2006 14:41:17 GMT

i tis the sickerz

ALL TEM BITCHES SHOULD PERISH

Fri, 19 May 2006 19:46:43 GMT

i am currently very angry...beyond belief...

ari was spose to go and get her 4month shots today...but she isnt accpted by warren clinic because of sooner care...they claim that she is registered to morrison....xcept that sposingly sooner care says that she is registered to warren clinic...an something about changin things they wont do til july1....

so ari is unable to see her doctor and get her shots...i now hav to take monday off and get her shots from the health dept which i wasnt wanting to do ...cuz i had q's for her doctor...that i wanted to get fixed now if its going to b problematic for ari in the future...so ya...by the time july 1 comes...it will almost b time for her 6month shots...

AND NO IM NOT TAKIN HER TO MORRISON>>>THEY ARE CRAPPY DOCS>>>IVE BEEN TOLD THIS BY LOTS OF PPL>>>WHO REGRET IT>...

on the other note of y im angry....im pissed at mother who again now does what she wants, because she now has a bf...plus she couldnt last a DAMN WEEK...just a week...and its only been 3 days now...plus MY CHILD WAS IN THE ROOM...BITCh

k

bies

Wed, 17 May 2006 05:20:57 GMT

okay so mom jus had this new guy come to house to meet us...tis name is tommy...hes actually coolies...like him lots for just meetin ghim...unlike some douchebag shes been round..

neways...got to fuck with some guys head today...cuz he was a dumbfuck....twas under the mothers sn name...

heres the cap not that neone cares

<lj-cut>
are u there?

sillyatheart3:    um, this is her daughter...using her computer ...shes out for a walk rightnow

nat_dodson100:    ok so how are u today

sillyatheart3:    im ok

nat_dodson100:    so when are u getting ur own comp

nat_dodson100:    ?

sillyatheart3:    actually...this is my computer hers is jus broke so im being a wonderful daughter and letting her use mine

nat_dodson100:    ok

nat_dodson100:    so can i view ur pic now?

sillyatheart3:    u dont want to do that...

nat_dodson100:    u mean?

nat_dodson100:    are u there?nat_dodson100:    so this is cool u look very much younger than ur age ok

sillyatheart3:    how old do u tink i am

nat_dodson100:    about 49

nat_dodson100:    also

nat_dodson100:    are u there?

nat_dodson100:    are u not or older than that?

sillyatheart3:    im 50 and lookin great

nat_dodson100:    yep

nat_dodson100:    i thauth as much ok

nat_dodson100:    u lokking yummy

nat_dodson100:    are u busy or what?

sillyatheart3:    define busy...whatd did hav in mind to occupy my time with?

nat_dodson100:    ok

nat_dodson100:    so what is taking ur time from talking and what are u looking for on line ok

sillyatheart3:    huh....well im thinkin ur confused...for i said that i was sillyatheart3's DAUGHTER...an thus...u are talking to me and not her for shes out for a walk...the picture i sent was of me, her DAUGHTER...an thus i am not 50 for that would place sillyatheart3 at 74...an that would b weird

nat_dodson100:    are u?

sillyatheart3:    as for what is occupying my time...it would b talking to my DAUGHTER and HUSBAND...

nat_dodson100:    is ur relation still in contact?

sillyatheart3:    huh?

nat_dodson100:    yep is it?

sillyatheart3:    im confused...what do you mean

nat_dodson100:    so i;m just asking if ur husband is there ok?

sillyatheart3:    oh

sillyatheart3:    no no hes not

nat_dodson100:    ok

nat_dodson100:    so how are u doing and where is he?

sillyatheart3:    i sent him to the store for some feminine products...but im okay

nat_dodson100:    so u stay togerther do u?

sillyatheart3:    no

nat_dodson100:    so how are things and jids generally

nat_dodson100:    ?

sillyatheart3:    things going ok...got new job..so i spent 5hours reading microbiology journals

nat_dodson100:    are u not working?

sillyatheart3:    no im off right now..

nat_dodson100:    ok

nat_dodson100:    so what are the type of ur work?

sillyatheart3:    i do research on azo dyes mainly on direct blue 15 dyes and how it is carcinogenic and can cause bladder cancer, and how it is broken down in the intestinal tract

sillyatheart3:    but thats the short version to what i do

nat_dodson100:    that is great i;m some how interested?

sillyatheart3:    so what do u do, and where are u from?

nat_dodson100:    i;m from hawaii

nat_dodson100:    and and utor mobile dealer

sillyatheart3:    what kind of mobiles do u sell?

sillyatheart3:    ur profile says u just moved to hawaii...so where r u from originally?

nat_dodson100:    deal with selling of cars trucks both old and new

sillyatheart3:    what brand of cars and trucks?...example: chevy, honda, ford...

nat_dodson100:    yep how do u define just

nat_dodson100:    ?

nat_dodson100:    yep

nat_dodson100:    sometimes i inport and i have to travel a lot

sillyatheart3:    ah...where do u travel to anyplace specific

nat_dodson100:    i travel almost all around the world where my cars are needed ok

sillyatheart3:    k

nat_dodson100:    so what about u do u travell often and to where and where hope u do a lot of resaech

sillyatheart3:    cool u ever been to india, france, ect

sillyatheart3:    i do alot of research...which causes problems with travel except for confrences

nat_dodson100:    what kind of prob does it cause and u had travell to what and what places?

sillyatheart3:    im always in my lab doing tests....theres a confrence this summer that ill go to idaho...to listen to disertations about anaerobes

nat_dodson100:    ok

nat_dodson100:    so how are u copping with ur marrital

nat_dodson100:    that will take u alot of time ok

nat_dodson100:    testing and all that ok

sillyatheart3:    well he tries to hide it, but hes regularly going to the strip joints...an well i jus sit my lab with mr. shiny

nat_dodson100:    ok are u used with him?

nat_dodson100:    do u spent most of ur time with him?

nat_dodson100:    are u there?

sillyatheart3:    ya

sillyatheart3:    had to put on a shirt

nat_dodson100:    so what is ur favourite food?

nat_dodson100:    ok

sillyatheart3:    indian

sillyatheart3:    i spend as much time as i hav to with him

nat_dodson100:    indian what?

sillyatheart3:    indian food...stuff from the middle east...like chana ect

nat_dodson100:    have u travell to indian b4

sillyatheart3:    yes ive been there 7 times, and hooked up with an indian chic

nat_dodson100:    so do u dream going back to that place

nat_dodson100:    ?

sillyatheart3:    somedays when im stuck with mr. shiny

nat_dodson100:    is he in indian

sillyatheart3:    if i color him wheat..otherwhise hes metallic

nat_dodson100:    u talk like indiana i do not understand most of ur saying

sillyatheart3:    where did you live before hawaii?

nat_dodson100:    i and my parent stay way back in uk

nat_dodson100:    my mom

nat_dodson100:    is from hawaii

nat_dodson100:    why my dad from north london

sillyatheart3:    so do u stay with ur mother if she is from hawaii

nat_dodson100:    no they are still together and i;m on my mother land doing my bussiness i;m moviny like a birds or flying

sillyatheart3:    so do u take shits on statues too?

nat_dodson100:    u mean status?

nat_dodson100:    do u

sillyatheart3:    no ...the tall sculptures that are usually near buildings...those are statues

nat_dodson100:    so are u asking may be i like it?

sillyatheart3:    yes

nat_dodson100:    i do not like them on my skin but i like them is beautyfull

nat_dodson100:    good one by good maker

sillyatheart3:    on ur skin...the pasty white stuff that never goes away...ewww

sillyatheart3:    but isa haffa go...so bies

nat_dodson100:    so do u like them as well

nat_dodson100:    ?

nat_dodson100:    do u

nat_dodson100:    it beautyfull some how and some people can die to have it paste by their skin

sillyatheart3:    really?

nat_dodson100:    yep that is true
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such teh dumbass

Sat, 13 May 2006 05:08:17 GMT

You know you're a 90's kid if...

* You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
* You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"
* You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, and Selena died.
* You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"
* You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
* You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
* You remember reading "Goosebumps"
* You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"
* You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
* You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
* You danced to "wannabe" by the Spice Girls
* You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. ((ours never got banned))
* You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...
* Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show.
* You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green* Ranger were meant to be together.
* "I've fallen and I can't get up"
* You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates
* Two words... Trapper Keeper.
* You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide ((those bloody things burned in hot weather))
* You wore socks over leggings scrunched down
* "Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS PHANTS PHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stubbed his toe toe toe and thats the end end end of the elephants show show show
* You remember boom boxes vs. cd players
* You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool
* You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
* You played and or collected "Pogs"
* You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere
* You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and/or Ninja Turtles
* Yikes pencils and erasers were the shit.
* All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.
* You remember the new Beanie Babies
* You used to wear those stick on earrings
* You remember a time before the WB.
* You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"
* You know the Macarena by heart.
* "Talk to the hand" ... enough said
* You thought Brain woud finally take over the world
* You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

HOLY SHIT...the fact that i can bold almost all of these for some reason...is rather....um...PATHETIC...

**goes hides in corner and cries**

Tue, 09 May 2006 04:02:40 GMT

OMFG arent u xcited...i updated pictures to recent ones of ari....

http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v485/vixiethefox/

GO LOOK NOW BITCHES!!!